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Melancholy Love

from Last Dance by Balkanist Discourse

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Think on my darkest hour
In my mind in my should
Was depressed but now I’ve found
Someone else who gives me hope
If you feel me or not
I once was so deep in pain
And hiding myself from the world
Now I’m so full with new life
Now I’m free

I was feeling bad about myself misunderstood but now all out
Something inside was crying for connection
Something so much deeper than this world
Something was lost so deep within me so deep in my soul
And I’m hard loving on my self questioning my own health
Afraid of who I might be curiosity
Boredom depression and fear and aggression
But soon your transgressions would leave their impression I’m free

Your love made me know myself

All of my feelings emotions improving your loving has me so alive every day of my life
Living in fear - a darkening mirror no more
Now that I found you I think that I learned how to fly

Looking in the mirror so pensive
Tentative to fear intensive
Crying out your name gratifies me and erases my pain
Once was lost no church to find me
Zealots preaching their lies to me
I drown it all out, drown it all out
Take one more shot and hope that it takes me away
From the sorrow that judgement has brought
Lies that the Christians had bought

I feel your sound ways the truth of the matter is this
There is no god but loving to bring you to bliss

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from Last Dance, released March 2, 2023

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Balkanist Discourse Chicago, Illinois

Yo! I'm Hera Jackson - Trans (she/her), queer, making fried and unique music influenced by a variety of styles.

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